first of all i wanna thank everyone who gave me support, reply here aswell as email and thought... it really helped all that you wrote to me, some of the stuff you guys told me really got me to think and help speed up the process alot.. i felt so alone for a moment there, i was really devestated, i even had a couple of panic attacks, was really scary, i really appricate that people told me about simular situations.. i was really down for a couple of days, but today i decided to let it all go before it got me even further... , the girl will never be back, i dont want her now anymore, it still hurts of course but... i gave her so much and she didnt want that no more, what can i do she didnt appricate what i gave and went back to her alcoholic ex boyfriend.. to compare that of what i see myself, well i mean heck its like someone prefers to eat **** instead of a nice pizza... it just started to feel ironic the whole situation, eventhough i gave so much more then anyone could ask for, i really wanted to stay true to all my vows and words, i did my part she didnt even try hard enough, anyhow.. still selling some cars are on the plans.. i really thought i was on being counted out for good for a short while, i realised im not a person that gets down and dont rise again. in a sence im glad it happend now instead of later on within a marriage or something, obviously that girl had some issues i never noticed before, it more seems like she chose him out of the idea that she knows she cant trust him and have any real hopes for the future, and there for cant be disapointed as she would be with me as she could count on me 100%.. and if i would ever let her down it would hurt more because she would be in a constant safe situation, and with him it will always be chaos.. anyhow i just wanna get that girl behind me and look forward.. now... my daughter and the cars will get my priority... i know i will dare to love again, i thought this was the big love of my life, i learned alot of things from this, just obviously the wrong girl i met... i just want this out of my head, it is getting out, heck i belive i wont even feel bitter about this.. she can't get into my head anymore, i locked the door to her for ever. she played her cards.. she is out of the picture, heck why should i even let myself to be out of the picture noway.. life is to short to let someone that hurt you ruin the rest of it... boy do i feel this huge inspiration on fixing up one of the cars and in the summer maybe pick up some hot chicks with it hihiihhihi thanx once more, you guys sure showed me how great the hamb is.. i sure feel like i am part of something big, i hope i can return the favor and posting some fun and intresting stuff more often, to begin with i will try to post more progress pics on some of my cars on the way to the summer.. love daemon
Daemon... you're at***ude if F..ing great! There's a great chik out there that's gonna dig the hell out of who you are and what you have to offer. I didn't find mine until I was 42 but now that I have her, it's been worth all the bad ones I put up with before her.
Right on man!! That's the way to think about it dude! Now get that damn rad Kaiser on the road! And tell me where you sent those McCulloch's, so I can hunt them down! -peter
There is no disgrace in being down. Just in staying down. Welcome back.It's probably happened to everyone on this board at some time. Do the right thing evertime and it don't matter. TP
Welcome back also. Stay busy with your cars and friends. Things will just get better as time goes by.
thanx everyone glad to be back so soon, sure didnt expect to be back this early when i first wrote the other post yeah nads but i was very far away nothing was like it used to be and i was sure in a place i never been before and never want to visit again (the food is terrible the room service ****, ), but heck got scared at first, but i did get out, just some dust to wipe away but that is as easy as taking a shower
Thats rockin good news, Deamon, it really is. Keep your chin up. (oh, an remember us guys up here may have a cold and ****ty climate, but few places has nicer girls. I think its Gods way to compensate or something... There is more fish in the sea, my friend, just you wait and see).
this is cool man. im really impressed with your at***ude and outlook of life. I hope we all can learn something here.
hey mate, well done...that the right way to think. after every chic i break up with...or have broken up with me...i write a letter...just listing the **** problems with them. its useful for when your feeling nostalgic (save that for the rods) that you have this piece of paper actualy saying, no they aint as good as i remember them. just an idea about your girl - some people just not happy man unless they are feeling pain or thier life is ****ed up. with your girl going back to her alco ex, maybe she's like that. either way doesnt matter, you deserve better and are seeing that for yourself. finish the cars and get someone better. Danny
I reckon picking up a good-looking chick and taking complete advantage of her is a good start to getting over something like this.... Cool to see you gettin' thru the difficult stages. Keep at it.
Glad to see you back Daemon - glad that youre pulling yourself back together already. Concentrate on looking after yourself, whilst working on the cars, and you never know who you'll meet whilst driving your finished car. Also let some HAMBers know who lost your blower set-up, spread the word out so others can help you out Cheers Bob
Way to go ,Psyc, You'll be fine , you'll prob never forget her , but the pain will go away and be replaced by a glowing heart for someone new- I still think about my 19 yo blonde barby that rocked my world some years ago , but now its mostly a "itch" some where south,GOD! she was gooooood ,but a danged crackhead and totally crushed my love and my hopes of a future with her after 5 years together,thought I'd never love again and it was work to actually breath for a bit there, hell, there have been several since , just kept things in perspective.When things looked like they were headed bad , I bailed. Barbie(not her name ,but how she looked) tried to steal my 58 TR6 while I was in a VA hosp ,that should have been my first clue.
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