Richard, i'm so sorry. i do feel your pain. it'll be 5 years the 19th for me. email me if ya need to talk. the HAMB helped me get through some of it.
Thoughts and prayers go out to you and yours, I have 4 grown kids and 4 grandkids and I love them beyond measure. Our oldest son about a year ago was going through some problems with his girl friend who is now his wife. We new he was depressed but seemed to have it in perspective. About 2 weeks ago we were cleaning out a storage unit and some of his stuff had been in there. My wife was going through it and found a suicide note he had written us, my wife and I were just heartbroke ..........I don't know what had changed his mind but what ever it was I thank God it did. I will be praying for you guys.......
Dear Richard & Family~ Dont blame anyone, Forgive everyone. Know that Love is Forever & Light is Endless. Count your Blessings & Share your Dreams. G-dspeed. Your Pal, ~Michelley
Sorry mate thats awfull news my heart goes out to you and yours. It will only get better from now on.
I know it's hard, but lean into God, even if your mad at him! I'll be praying for you and yours as well!
I have two sons a bit younger than yours, 16 & 17. So I am feeling broken hearted just thinking of your pain. I wish you were here so I could give you a big hug.
I pray for you and your family. I pray you find peace through this difficult time. I pray you feel Gods presence. Tim the Toolman, and his family.